There is a difference between the repetitive signs of advertising rolling along outside the car's window demanding attention and the quiet hint that is shared today mirroring the whisper spoken yesterday. To blink at the reflection of neon signs flashing on the wet pavement and return to teaching the faith that holds both the light and the road and our eyes together all in one book on one shelf. I have asked the sages that multiply on those shelves to give me a new way to feel better about not feeling better but their silence and endless devotion to thinking send me along strange paths. Sitting in a beautiful sanctuary looking at beams and stone and arches surround the colors of stories I can feel myself hesitantly approaching the altar where answers serve themselves to wonder.