To never blush in private while raindrops fall off the leaves. To constantly call G*d down from the heavenly throne. To present things in my mind in ways that make sense to the circling vulture. To bring people to faith in mornings where angels rise with the sun.
Monthly Archives: October 2021
“What kind of gospel will you preach?” – Edward L. Wheeler
The challenge is to bless and uplift to include without pointing a finger at the flaws that divide.
Questions
Which color best describes the way a mourning dove cries in the morning? How many days walking in the rain before the last leaf falls to the wet ground? At what time of day is it best to alter the God that appears at the Altar? How many differences are there between the oppressed and their oppressors?
Example of Own Lives
I asked, "How many more fingers must be pointed at the divine?" She replied, "We humans enjoy the convolutions of large numbers." I said, "Perhaps furiously fidgeting with the letter of the law should be made a crime." She said, "Then people would not have anything to do on bright, sunny mornings as the summer comes to a close." I added, "Except to fill daily journals writing words that appear to be tolerant and accepting." She said, "It is easier to embrace ourselves when we remain examples in our own lives."
He was praying in a certain place. – Luke 11:1
Maker and Creator of all places and ways, who wanders off to pray in places certain and uncertain depending upon the day; make in us a hope where we are present, grounded in change from the play of how things are in the here and now of every day to the ways of possibility, for the many surround us keeping us in one place. Amen.
Eye Signs
There is a difference between the repetitive signs of advertising rolling along outside the car's window demanding attention and the quiet hint that is shared today mirroring the whisper spoken yesterday. To blink at the reflection of neon signs flashing on the wet pavement and return to teaching the faith that holds both the light and the road and our eyes together all in one book on one shelf. I have asked the sages that multiply on those shelves to give me a new way to feel better about not feeling better but their silence and endless devotion to thinking send me along strange paths. Sitting in a beautiful sanctuary looking at beams and stone and arches surround the colors of stories I can feel myself hesitantly approaching the altar where answers serve themselves to wonder.
Learning and Liking
Learning to like questions is different from learning questions. Learning to like others is different from liking others. And if you learn to like questions, then you can learn to like others.
The Pit and Stones
Life is a lesson in loosening absolutes; separate from a connection to any particulars; like the pit inside a peach letting go of the fruit. Take a walk around the block holding the hand of your favorite belief and see how many steps it takes before collapsing on to the concrete. Some people like to slice time up as if it were a pie, hoping to eat a piece of the morning before the sun rises above the straight roof line at the treetops. How many first stones not thrown lie one on top of another, creating a pile next to us which we can then use to build a walkway to our next love?
Morning
Shadows of chairs lay on the ground. A cool autumn breeze moves through the window. Yesterday's imperfections sleep only in memory.
Different From Yesterday
I said, "My fear is that organizational formality will swallow all of us whole." She asked, "Does that fear arise from the dangerous memories that haunt you or from some gracious hint from the divine?" I said, "A life's pilgrimage lives in the steps taken closer to my heart than out beyond the land that rises in the West." She said, "Imagine big smiley faces written lovingly across the pages of your notebook." I said, "I am keenly aware of how, unburdened from affliction, we reach a state of grace." She said, "Then let us broaden our experience of time's moments differently than yesterday."