I come across strange drawings of unknown critters while vacuuming under the sofa and paste them in my journal. Twenty years later I come across them again surrounded by words that I have written: abandonment, emptiness and loss. Somewhere between the drawings and the words I can find the meaning of the paradox resting among all the expressions of the divine. And then, in fullness, completeness, accompanied by depth and variety, I can slowly remove my shoes and turn to see how the burning bush burns.