Holy Sender, sending Creation into Being, send strength for the brutes and wolves have been sent into the fields to play as well. Amen.
Monthly Archives: September 2022
Fathers and Daughters
Fathers and daughters turn circles holding hands and paint each other's faces with favorite colors. The words spoken as the evening moves into night gently rest upon the air and need not go further towards demands for the future or place expectations that flinch in the face of possibilities. Peace rests between the generations after having shared the experience of the weekend together. Small miracles have not been overlooked. All attachments honored. Those who stumble walk again with the help of every presence. No talk of salvation arises as the fathers write daughters a letter. Each one inscribed with the words, "I am the luckiest Daddy in the world to have you as a daughter."
We Are Wine
"We were water and now we are changed into wine!" we cried two thousand years ago. Where has our cry gone? The lip of the cup circles and circles forever into infinity; surely there is enough room for a thousand lips and more to drink the drink of life well into the evening. Demons do not need to appear each and every time we dare to come to the table. And all waiting will cease as we bring the chalice to our mouths and allow the juice of forever to wet our tongues. This is our prayer, we pray. To be drenched in the love of one another.
First Blessing
We receive our first blessing when the boy living down the street asks us to be his girlfriend. My daughter came inside for the evening glowing with all future possibilities embraced into the joy of being cared for. She shared the unexpected news before taking off her shoes and we danced together with the front door still open. How many times have our hearts been made whole and for how long do we frolic before laying our heads down?
…to walk in all God’s ways… – Deut 10:12
God, who strolls in the garden and in the desert, who walks the sea and down from the mountaintop, who dares to become human out of curiosity and who dwells in our midst where we are gathered, sometimes your steps are so wide apart that our all-too-human strides stumble and trip trying to keep up with the latest demands of our own interpretation of your holy ways. Pick us up and dust us off once again and as many times as is needed so we may more than dream but yearn to walk with you. Amen.
Insanity
I welcome and embrace my insanity which stepped out the door a minute ago to look for a more consolable ego and then, finding none, returned to dwell next to my own heart.
This Morning
This morning I write when I do not feel like writing without thought of ought or should or striving to meet any standard of perfection. The words are all there in the air and, whether I pull them down through my typing fingers or leave them for another day or for someone else to use for me, they patiently do not call for attention. This morning the busyness of the world can go ahead and compete against itself believing one side or another can and will prevail. I choose not to be in the press of such effort but in the rhythm of small places where people once stood thinking there was something more to all of this.
We Move Slowly
We move slowly through the realms as anointed ones hoping to find purpose in any given spacious time. The inquiry unwinds with each pull of the errant string, Will we be brave enough to declare where the kingdom is? In knowing that this moment is the wonderful moment we will keep ourselves from asking any questions of the future. Which may be the brave thing to do in the great unraveling as the selfish need to impress gives way to mindfulness. We must hold tightly to our own treasure as we ask where our silly and precious questions come from.
Being Holy
Here is that purpose thing once again arriving from beyond the reach of what I ought to do as if somewhere in the future there will be a perfect version of me running and not moving. Hope and fear come from the same place arising not from any cherished sense of self but from the space of seeing the present disappear into an unknown future where all time ceases to exist. I have heard that it was possible on rainy days to be able to lift a thought on angel wings straight to the heavens beyond the storms stirring all from the complacent dreams which surround us from being holy.
“And when was it that we saw you?” – Matthew 25:41
God who hides, God in plain view, God who dwells with those who are hungry, with those who are thirsty, with the stranger, the naked and the sick, and with those in prison, we cannot ask you to give us anything when we have given nothing. So when we are brought to judgment with goats and sheep all around us wrap us gently in your wrath. Amen.