Here is that purpose thing once again arriving from beyond the reach of what I ought to do as if somewhere in the future there will be a perfect version of me running and not moving. Hope and fear come from the same place arising not from any cherished sense of self but from the space of seeing the present disappear into an unknown future where all time ceases to exist. I have heard that it was possible on rainy days to be able to lift a thought on angel wings straight to the heavens beyond the storms stirring all from the complacent dreams which surround us from being holy.