I like how my daily poems begin fresh with nothing and how the land cannot heal unless the king heals himself and how people go through their day crying, Fiddle dee dee. There are plants living here below holding clues for eternity while shipwrecks from long ago continue to carry treasure and all the colors of the sky at sunset bounce off the clouds. What we seek remains hidden inside houses of our own making where our feet endlessly climb the stairs of our childhood searching for answers to questions not yet asked of the air. Patience is not a virtue when the damn breaks above our lives and the horrors begin to spill out down upon our heads washing us clean of everything we have held close and dear. To live with those unasked questions in the midst of seconds ticking into nowhere and somewhere challenges those who live as if, right now, everything is on the hook.
Monthly Archives: January 2023
For the Birds
Last night my dreams began to hide mystery. I cried out in fright. The previous day I worked so hard to remove the mundane from each step I took and to look, to look seriously, with a playfulness I had not known in years, at the ordinary things surrounding my life. To have the world of my imaginings threatened by the way things are frightens me. The birds gathering on snow-covered limbs continue to sing into the cold no matter how the light may play across the ground. Perhaps life is for the birds.
But Jesus answered John, “Let it be so now.” – John 3:15
God of the Present Moment, God of the Past, God of Possibility for the Future, pour out your Now upon our heads; anoint us into What Is; not because What Is Now is better than any Other way of being Alive but because Now is all we have while the great suck of Time continues on its Journey daring to separate Us from the Here and Now. Amen.
Prayers at Vespers
Daughters continue to surprise, their childhood showing us how to be bigger and better adults. One adding up 35 + 35, arriving at 70 milligrams of salt in two sodas, the other standing and squinting into a strong afternoon wind gladly shouting, "Hallelujah!" Sometimes I think, and maybe I should take this thought more seriously today, paying attention to numbers on a soda can and facing the wind feed the human spirit more than the finest prayers at vespers.
Nothing Beyond
The Apostle Paul writes, "That you may learn through us the meaning of the saying, 'Nothing beyond what is written.'" For thousands of years scholars have been scratching their heads, searching this cryptic saying for a meaning that remains elusive. Perhaps there is nothing beyond what has already been written.
Coming to Prayer
There is no need to bring a pencil to prayer; no need for an eraser to put thoughts in reverse. Let unvoiced compliments be heartily received for what they may mean not for what they say. Leave theological commentary to be spoken later by the ones who think they know what is going on. Give thanks for neighborly hands coming together to pick up debris after a sweeping, violent storm. Once the safety of all is ensured, only then, turn to face disrupters and their willful wantonness. Practicing kindness may create another minute. Remember, Christ, with arms outstretched, was crucified between the good thief and the bad thief.
Snowflake Shoulders
O, to have shoulders like snowflakes, simply falling all the time.
Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother by night, and went to Egypt. – Matthew 2:14
God of the Diaspora, circulating and scattering the peoples around a center that never seems to hold long enough for them to come together; send us on our way when home falls apart or when the water rises from the deep or when the sky rains hailstones and fire or when the brutes sharpen their swords or when tongues of flame burn us with words that threaten to undo us where we are. Amen.
The Best Art
- inspired by Robert Henri The best art the world has ever had began with doodles on a page. Or a dance in the street underneath spraying water from a fire hydrant. Or perhaps from the throat of a chickadee perched on a swaying twig. Or by those who live fully and completely while enjoying the play of the moment.
Practice for the Divine
Acting sometimes brings a person closer to God; like moving from sitting in the pews to the pulpit. Once there, ritual can be spread over doctrine to cover all sorts of craziness and sinful natures. Look how the one presiding waves their arms as their voice weaves magic around the altar. Such eloquence speaks rarely, seeking to live fully as the bread breaks in our hands. Always practice what the divine looks like so as to be prepared for when the show begins.