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Category Archives: Poetry
My poetry. Mostly Collects
Today
Seeing the stars and the sliver of moon as the sunset fades into the wildfire of creation's night sky, I am aware: of obstacles overcome on the way and the greatness of beauty expanded in a few relationships, the time where negotiation standing on a side with a firm line collapsed into an embrace, a new perception of beauty walking towards me in all of its ostentatiousness and rolling swagger and the cathedral of limits opening its doors and declaring, Today, and perhaps tomorrow, the necessary and the good will become one.
How
Wouldn't it be lovely if on the way to the why the steps of how would appear, one after the other?
Junk Drawer
On closing the kitchen junk drawer I said, "I wish I were an expert in industrial-strength organization." She said, "Even in death accomodations will be made for everybody." I turned and asked, "Where does your desire come from; to be a part of your own creation story?" Smiling, she said, "Probably when I last added an orphaned black button to the drawer you were just mulling through." I replied, feigning hurt, "So you admit that eating the last warm pretzel gave you sweet, strange delusions?" She said, "The power of illusion calls one to make premature judgements about something one knows nothing, absolutely nothing about."
Imposter Syndrome
Imposter Syndrome lashes out at the inadequacy of being made in the image of the chosen g*d, requiring a daunting strength to reject any repentance of an inferiority complex and a refusal to remember the memory given in the very first days that to complete yourself is deadly.
Greatest Satisfaction
I said, "Sometimes the greatest satisfaction comes from the two words, 'File Uploaded.'" She looked up from her notebook. "A good conversation about the lack of intellectualism in modern society can stir the spirit as well." I thought for a second, closed my computer, and said, "Perhaps knowing three days out that one will soon be comfortable is enough." She replied, "Looks like someone needs to go on a six-mile run after pressing <Send>." "Sounds good." I went on, "To be followed immediately by some smart media coordination." She said, "Remember to never let go of the mind of the oppressed and of those who suffer from never accepting their lack of compliance."
What then are we to say about these things? – Romans 8:31
Word that dances from mouth to mouth, bringing sound to silence and silence to sound, inquiry remains on our lips, like the divine smell of lilacs in the spring air, lightly lingering; share an answer we can live with and make it fierce because the fragrance of the questions stuns us into quietness. Amen.
Butterweed
Once again I am at my little writing desk that belonged to my grandmother, originally used for a sewing table, asking the wisps of air that dance before me. Only, questions come slower than they did just the day before. Is it the pollen that befuddles? Age? Or the moon not being in proper formation with the stars? Whatever question is asked, perhaps the answer lies in the yellow butterweed I see on the forest floor across the valley from where I sit and wonder.
Completion
In a time of great debt, slowly build a reserve of a bit of extra. Respond to those demanding a response. Do so gently. And, while others carry hell, devote yourself to a fairly weird act hinting at satisfaction though completion lies distant around the next unforeseen turn.
a prodigal read
prodigal reading will eventually cover all possibilities before the time when we each walk along alone behind our own funeral procession