When will the plucked up fortunes of the penniless people be restored? Why is the weight of money so light that it always floats towards heaven? In which wing of life do the forums for humanity wait for something to happen? Why must all suffer the wilting of roses for the iniquities of the thorny few?
Category Archives: Poetry
My poetry. Mostly Collects
Structural Questions
How can buildings built by builders without plumb lines and levels stand? Why do some bridges only take me halfway across the duck pond? Whose joke is it to build a road that brings me only partially home? Why do beautiful bridges work moving faces from sadness to joy?
Perfect Edge
Knifing my way around the edge of the sqaure pan of brownies, I say, "Everyone wants the middle piece." She says, "I am not a middler," while grabbing two inches of crisp edge. I grab one whole side of edge, "A perfect relationship is found in sharing." She smiles, "We both love the edge." I say, "And eat the middle if there is room." She declares, "There is always room in the middle between us."
birthday day
today is my birthday fifty-six labyrinthine years following the thread
“Where do we learn to work like this?”
From Sisyphus and his endless, uphill rock-rolling where we end up tired as the smell of last night’s cod hanging in the kitchen or done like a dung beetle after rolling the last dung ball of the day. Imagine letting the ball fall and go rolling into the sea where ocean waves release upon the shore like the unclenching of a fist that has unlearned the slow steps of a pallbearer treading again and again upon the sacred ways, red as worn, sanctuary carpet in the morning light. To skip like a flower girl throwing rose petals left and right and into the face of the ring-bearer who carries his symbol of infinite love, careful not to let it drop and bust, a shattered jar of rainbow-colored gumballs, where chance could have them bounce and reel under a pew and disturb the slow, rolling of bones turning over in the graves of hard-working saints, long-dead and gone.
Wander Disturbed
"Therefore the prudent will keep silent in such a time; for it is an evil time." - The Prophet Amos
Not a peep. Not a whisper. Not even a glance over the shoulder that says, "I know something. Ask Me." Words will wander, unspoken, persistently maunder, untold, swirled like dust balls under the sofa where one step too close moves the air which stirs the word and the cadence is disarranged and a mouth opens to speak, for disturbed roars.
Consider the design elements of prayer
If one injuncts another to pray without ceasing, rather than taking offense at being told what to do raise a glass and say, Cheers. Consider yourself a fiber artist weaving threads with every painting you hang on your walls; if the colors clash the red chicken will peel itself off the blue paint and begin to strut around the kitchen daring anyone to pick it up and place the bird back on its canvas roost. Some might view this strange occurrence as a meal in the manner of all who hunger for the strippings from easy marks, simple do-gooders and granola eaters; ogrish brutes will always be brutes. Tonight, there will be those hoping to rest safely on the frozen ground to get a glimpse of Jupiter and Mars kissing in the starlight, each amazed that distance, and crossing distance, means everything to a universe creating more and more space between itself in every lonesome moment.
Sometimes Perhaps
While strolling through the park I remembered, "Those who stoned Stephen removed their cloaks." She added, "And laid them at the feet of Saul." I said, "I thought the criminal was the one to be stripped." She replied, "Sometimes rocks bring so much hurt. Even when they are not thrown." "So what about g*d giving us what we need for tomorrow?" She paused, looking at leafless limbs, "Perhaps we are in the time when the prophet says, If ten people remain in one house, they shall die."
“Every Two Inches of Snowfall”
I follow the path that my shovel pushes to the street. Five times today, with every two inches of snowfall because three inches of snow can be so heavy and it is best to stay on top of it. Two inches, five times, is faster than ten inches heaved one shovelful after one shovelful after another shovelful. My back is fifty years older than the time my brother and I trudged the neighborhood knocking on doors, asking for five dollars to clear a driveway. I remember our hushed talk blown away from our mouths by the wind and snow as soon as we tried to say, “I’ll do this side.” “You do the sidewalks.” Sharing five dollars! And frozen fingers and frozen feet. Today, I don’t pay myself to clear my drive. The rewards are plenty: the scrape of steel on concrete and a way made from home to the road, seeing the twigs and sticks from the river birch brought down by moans from the wind poking up out of the snow waiting to become arms for tomorrow’s snowman, and the smell of Tuscan chicken cooking in the crockpot each time I come in from the garage. After dinner, one more time layering and bending over to tie my boots for the last two inches of this day. Then, done, I go stand in the center of the street turning one way and then the other way. Neighbors with snowblowers rattle and attack the entire snowfall at once. Their ease creates a racket and yet there are snow fountains all around me from these strange metal beasts, so unlike stone dolphins spouting water or fat cherubs pouring streams from vases. Before going to bed when I hear quiet in the neighborhood, I go out one last time not to shovel but to stand on the front porch frozen, as if I had been standing in that cold for hours, and listen to the sound of hushed nothing moving with the snow in the wind, making tiny drifts over my slippered feet.
Winter Questions – 5
Is the setting sun on the horizon pushed by a hand or pulled with a thread? Is it the birds, disappearing at sunset, who do the pushing and the pulling? Is it the same sun using different sunrays that wakes me up to be alive every morning? With which sun does the child illuminate our tired and stooping, darkened postures?