Fridays are my days off. And yet,
this one begins with a meeting
followed by another over coffee
followed by a luncheon to talk
about the latest real estate deal
followed with a visit to the hospital.
The afternoon will give me time
for a brief nap and a short read
and then back to day-off work
as things left undone throughout
the week remain and must be done
before the next week begins.
Perhaps the evening will provide
space and moments for breathing
without demands or needs.
And then the promise of rest.
Tag Archives: Time
Sometimes
Sometimes
you get
what you get
and
all the promises
of tomorrow
will
not change
yesterday.
Lengthen – A Short Lenten Meditation
The shadows of trees lengthen on the church lawn
as the sun settles behind the horizon.
Did Jesus know how his short time on the cross
would lengthen into the days and nights of history?
The nails hammered into His hands need to be lengthened
to allow Christ's arms to embrace the whole world.
Lengthening the time spent in prayer in the hope
of galvanizing God's will to your own is not required.
God the Creator already lengthened creation
and does not need to be invoked to do more work.
My daughters asked, "How much longer?" as if the asking
would lengthen their desire for a shorter trip.
I replied, "Not much longer," knowing our time
together would lengthen into eternity.
“But I need to grow more, ripen more.” – Thomas Merton
Oh, to give birth to not just one but to many rapidly expanding points of light where needs are met and uses found. Imagine filling volumes and volumes with bridges from one thought to another and declaring with the coming of the times, Oh, my child! What will the coming time bring?
“For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth pass away…” – Matthew 5:18
Creating God of all things perishing and of all transient time, so many wish to hold on to forever as they hold on to their ways and means believing what they have is all that is, we seek to know better and to be lighter, freed from the weight of stuff and loosened from the ticking of time to pass away as the earth ceases to turn and heaven fades into the heavens. Amen.
Forever Time
"In this time I could stay forever." - Wendell Berry Sometimes the biggest victory of the day is not to get upset at oneself after spilling a gallon of milk on the kitchen floor. To take the second moment, where God is often found hiding, is the practiced breath of faith in the ongoingness of time. To stay forever there may be a wish for all to come true. But off we go, into the wonder-full day.
But Jesus answered John, “Let it be so now.” – John 3:15
God of the Present Moment, God of the Past, God of Possibility for the Future, pour out your Now upon our heads; anoint us into What Is; not because What Is Now is better than any Other way of being Alive but because Now is all we have while the great suck of Time continues on its Journey daring to separate Us from the Here and Now. Amen.
This Morning
This morning I write when I do not feel like writing without thought of ought or should or striving to meet any standard of perfection. The words are all there in the air and, whether I pull them down through my typing fingers or leave them for another day or for someone else to use for me, they patiently do not call for attention. This morning the busyness of the world can go ahead and compete against itself believing one side or another can and will prevail. I choose not to be in the press of such effort but in the rhythm of small places where people once stood thinking there was something more to all of this.
The Note
A daughter's note begins a journal from long ago taped to the first page saying I love you. Time and seasons allow such words to guide us into mystery in a meaningful way.
Colors Across Time
What seems like an answer to a question may appear behind the leaves whose color is finally revealed across a long season of waiting. Conversation with the whirling, complex colors of the kaleidoscope can dance from one meaning to another across the lengthening of shadows. When I was young I scribbled across the lines because I wanted so very badly for colors to move beyond the boundaries set by time. The colors we color now don't have to feel like questions hurrying us across the roads that we have made loving what we have lost.