I said, "Can't you see that it doesn't matter to me if you run your sword through my soul?" She asked, "Are you so certain in your monkish response that pain will no longer matter?" I answered, "Somewhere there is no concern between what is right and what is wrong." She said, "Those who believe so practice dancing on graves in the middle of the night." I apologized, "My sleep was full of dark dreams meant only for those who cherish pain." She said, "Try walking down avenues paved with stones of many colors each sharper than razor blades."