During dinner I said, "My feet are too large for my room." She said, "Any room means riotous wealth upon which you can walk." I said, "But cramped living leads to small bitternesses and resentments." She added, "And also for cozy living arrangements that call for lots of snuggling." I smiled. "I welcome those small delights which can be found when space is at a premium." She said, "All of creation is one large room."
Category Archives: Poetry
My poetry. Mostly Collects
Time for Some More Questions
Why is there always enough space after dinner and before bedtime to ask one more question? What makes a two hour sail in the burning sun too long for any questions to be asked? How does my gaze fall upon the one book I have wanted for a so long stacked in the midst of questions? And, as the Psalmist asks, "What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit?"
“I must turn aside and look at this great sight, and see why the bush is not burned up.” – Exodus 3:3
God Who Burns and Does Not Destroy, who whirls in the wind by day and dances in fire before us by night, beguile us with visions in the corners of our eyes, beautiful enough if beauty will do, interesting enough if we are bored, satisfying enough if we hunger, but just enough and no more, for we are already sated on enough of us and more will make our feet too heavy to turn and be amazed that the bush burns and is not burned up. Amen.
Mask-making
Whose are these, these fingers, that tamp gently upon my face? Layer after layer of plaster strips softened, gently pressed then smoothed upon the ridges and folds of my cheeks, nose and chin. I hear the quiet comments of one daughter to another saying, Here, and, There, and I relax into another year of camp where the years themselves layer, each upon the other, creating one memory from many memories that I will take to the gates on my death and say, These days, these moments, were the finest of my life.
what stretches to be found
redemption through creation bending without breaking a clay figure enlivens to be examined as reins slowly drape upon body and soul played by those who believe beauty lies in the beholden the push of desire mirrors the pull of the same sacrifices of being lifted along the safest journey to the temple where curtains of many colors hang covering the path in rich likelihood and voices divide the fires making all searches sense what stretches to be found
Behind Us
Today, the hummingbird whirs, meandering from one branch of the river birch to another. The Psalmist writes, "The soul shall dwell at ease," and I almost feel it, biblical in my repose. Though, nobody knows why such stillness fades from a moment at ease to the scraping of knees dragging today's load of our belongings behind us.
June 9, 2004
I write and nap as my daughter naps, after a day of riding the Gulf waves, up and down, up and down, into the soft, white sand of the beach, to arrive with joy and stand where drip castle creations slowly fold back into the sea.
Maintenance Required
I cannot imagine a soul apart from the body. And, I understand the dynamics of soul-attachment are not meant for me to know. But if I, my soul, am to float away up into the heavens upon whatever breeze that blows when I die, I would like to enjoy the ride with the body that I leave behind. There are those, perhaps many, who look forward to that day of detachment from disease, paralysis and fear that inhabits the corporeal. Yet, what is this the Psalmist writes, God keeps alive and restores souls? Does this not change the yearning for moving along after death if maintenance is still required?
Next Door
I said, "In my childhood room I cried myself to sleep every night believing God was absent, not realizing that God was the room." She said, "And look at how many rooms you have in your house today." I added, "Though I tire myself out with the preponderance of dark thoughts and what seems to me to be their endless repetition." She said, "You do such a great job of taking the mystic's advice, greeting them at the door, laughing." I said, "Even the taste of laughter in my mouth turns bitter with the sorrow on the face of my neighbor." She said, "Kiss me, so I can taste it and then we can make brownies together and take them next door to share."
“But when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will fasten a belt around you and take you where you do not wish to go.” – John 21:18
God who draws us out of the waters and leads us across the land, the shape of our lives blurs as meanings grow dim and the birds no longer sing in the light of the mornings. We cry, This is not of our own doing, and we pray, Lead us not into temptation, but we hold out our hands anyway to be bound by that which is greater than us...but not you. Free us once again. Amen.