Cute nuances bring me low again this morning. The very breath of God moves, not over watery chaos but through me, pushing me out the door to receive a morning world still not awake. Books I read last night have arranged themselves on the dining room table, feasting on leftover peas and carrots and crumbs from the food fight I had with my familiar after dinner. The question is not about who wins or loses as there is plenty of ground to soak up all the blood spilled in this world. Listen to the heartbeat of the bird that sings alone on the wire below the crowded chattering gathered above.
Category Archives: Poetry
My poetry. Mostly Collects
Vitality Preferred
Remember the play of civilization; how people treat each other waiting in a long, summer line for ice cream? Be careful in the way you lean; someone behind you may be making smiley faces at the little one you hold in your arms. Does this gathering come about from reading the message in the soda bottle or from seeing a fortune unfold from a cookie? The Help Wanted sign on a desert island reads, "New Liberator position available. No experience necessary. Vitality preferred." The questions, What should I want? and, What do I want? refuse to bend away from the one question they have become.
Tie Us All Together
While crushing garlic, I said, "God is not our genie." She rinsed her hands. "Either choose to spend time or spread time across different spaces." Taken aback, I said, "That's the problem. Passages for people shorten perspective." "Now you're just making fun of me," she smiled. "Not true. I am simply prepping my strategy for finding the best seat." Taking up my challenge, and with ease, she said, "It doesn't have to take so long, you know, to tie us all together."
Ode to My 2016 Cubs World Series Trophy Paperweight
Imagine the weight of the world, a serious wait
for Chicago Cubs fans, one hundred and eight
years between World Series victories lifted
that chill November evening in Indian country.
The seventh game, delayed by rain after the end
of the ninth, score tied after blowing a two run lead!
Is this the Scrubs of old? To lose again?
The Curse of the Billy Goat and winning no more
proving to be true? No! Instead, shouts of Yes! Yes! Yes!
A young schoolboy’s old dream of heaven,
to win it all in the final inning of a game seven.
And players playing in that boyish exuberance
more wet from champagne than from the rain
that dared to stain, no, blemish, no, fail, no,
not this time, not exasperation again once again.
Wait ’til next year no more! for on this night
the Cubbies found it with hits to left, center and right.
Futility erased. Beaming faces. Trophy raised.
Little copies of the real trophy made.
Twenty-three golden flagpoles with the pennants
of those teams who were not good enough
- not enough of the good stuff - to paint
the winner’s hardware with the team color blue
and have emblazoned for the first time,
in over one hundred year’s time, the letters
C-U-B-S 2016 World Series Champions
to sit on the desks of big boys dreaming dreams
of winning and raising their own trophy to the sky.
only a word
only a word will do a relevant one not reactionary against some eternal focus interpret freely given current performance standards only do not carry out rather simplify to connect in less time it takes to give an ear to the other
Desire for Ourselves
“We desire according to the desire of the other.” - Rene Girard Anti-septic joy-killers look for those who have honest relationships with their own hearts, while willfully seeking to back persons who wallow in well-financed ignorance and thoughtful thoughtlessness. Mourners remember, others ignore, the name of the last one lowered into the ground. Call on the people of the margins, those who suffer suffering, until the wizard behind the green curtain is revealed. Only then may we return to the place where we can desire for ourselves.
Listen to the Story
Listen to the story that comes to us from outside ourselves. The junco still ruffles in the leaves before our open eyes while the wind brushes snow up against all else that stands.
Essentially Expendable
To be saved is to be provoked; to believe that a message is true if it saves your life. How can you be comfortable and still thirst for more comfort? Which is worth more? A twelve hundred dollar band-aid? Or a six hundred dollar band-aid? Signs and standing ovations applaud and promote service workers to the rare air of being essential. (Essential really means expendable.) We need healers who walk in the ancient ways.
Your Choice
Sensing the poignancy of the moment I speak into it, "There is a tension between exerting control and letting go." She looks up from the book she always reads and says, "Perhaps it is time to tend to the craft of making faithfulness." Not wanting to be undone, I say, "The challenge is to see the text for now, avoid cliché, and live in the moment." "Nice," she laughs. "Heaven can be on earth if we dare to make new connections." I pause. Intrigued. Thinking aloud, "Radical intricacies come and unfold in this time and in this space." She turns back to the book she always reads, "Your choice: performance or completion."
Magic Summer
Adults sit on folding lawn chairs set in a circle around a fire along the south bank of the Rock River. Their laughter, the cicada buzz and the occasional boat throttling mixed with children shouts from joyful jumps off the dock into the water create summer for me in my mind. But not until Grandpa poured his Old Style into a clear, tall glass; not until he handed me the salt shaker to tap a few times into the foam; not until the salt settling at the bottom began to work the magic of bubbles in beer; not until I saw alchemy before my very eyes was I then free to run and leap into water endlessly flowing by the party.