Sensing the poignancy of the moment I speak into it, "There is a tension between exerting control and letting go." She looks up from the book she always reads and says, "Perhaps it is time to tend to the craft of making faithfulness." Not wanting to be undone, I say, "The challenge is to see the text for now, avoid cliché, and live in the moment." "Nice," she laughs. "Heaven can be on earth if we dare to make new connections." I pause. Intrigued. Thinking aloud, "Radical intricacies come and unfold in this time and in this space." She turns back to the book she always reads, "Your choice: performance or completion."
Monthly Archives: January 2021
Magic Summer
Adults sit on folding lawn chairs set in a circle around a fire along the south bank of the Rock River. Their laughter, the cicada buzz and the occasional boat throttling mixed with children shouts from joyful jumps off the dock into the water create summer for me in my mind. But not until Grandpa poured his Old Style into a clear, tall glass; not until he handed me the salt shaker to tap a few times into the foam; not until the salt settling at the bottom began to work the magic of bubbles in beer; not until I saw alchemy before my very eyes was I then free to run and leap into water endlessly flowing by the party.
Peaceful Pointing
Peace is a nice goal and all but does not help making peace for all. A Minister of the Word stepped down from the Pulpit, bowed his head as if to Pray and began to cry. They didn't get it from me; Faith formation starts in the family. The Bible is just a little tale of tension between Creation and human ways of de-creating. God points to the Man. The Man points to the Woman. The Woman points to the Snake. The Snake, with its tongue, points to God. Nothing new under the sun.
Avoiding Why
The force of moral imagination is not enough to push against the comfort of the couch and the chosen show to binge for an hour or four, nibbling and crunching one popcorn at a time sipping bubble-impregnated, kiwi, fructose drinks. I remember all those youngsters on the clown's show trying to underhand toss a ping pong ball into one, red bucket after another. Bucket one. Bucket two. Bucket three. Bucket four. Bucket five. Bucket six. Ball in bucket. Success! On to the next bucket. Unfortunately, ping pong balls bounce. Too many times the ping pong ball bounces out. Life now amounts to bucket avoidance by limiting exposure to difficult words ending in 'y' like volatility, uncertainty, complexity and ambiguity, while embracing eat, drink and be merry.
Only Ands
With the mirror of possibilities all scratched & warped facets added by unknown toilers in glass faces blurred twisted kinked crooked & wry so that eyes become ears & smiles morph into sneers nothing is more important in this inviolable time than for talking heads to quote commentaries on commentaries on interpretations of realities. Stay as far away from the truth as viable knowing that it will be incredibly difficult to avoid spinning with at least one true partner when the dance floor is filled with thousands or more floating versions moving in time to the latest sound from the Titanic's last gasp band combo. (One truth: Always play to keep the people calm.) Unite unite unite is today's plea a call to all that dare - or is it deign - to glance into the glass with silver on its back in hopes of catching some gold reaching into the binges we prefer & have grown to love. But remember, with God, the one who almost touches Adam, there are no buts only ruts well-furnished by the less serious lifers & for those who reach further only ands.
Winter Questions – 4
What can be done with our buildings empty and no For Sale signs in windows? What will become of the sanctuaries storing our assembled sacred stuff? What needs to be done now to be ready to open today? What moment becomes the moment when we do not look past each other?
How I Talk With My Aged Dog
yous comings to bes with mes is the bees knees im going to say say anyway because say always needs to be said you look very cute in your pink sweater look at you looking so self important and special o look at you again doin some sausage rollin stretchins just being a stretcher mcgee just enough of this just enough but not too much you know this oh thank you for deigning to give me a licky
Grass in Snow
1. Where does a blade of grass find the ferocity to stand through the covering of heavy snow? 2. A blade of grass stands through the covering of newly fallen snow. 3. Enough snow has fallen to cover each blade of grass still present under the cladding crystal. 4. I love the tracks I make with my feet when walking across frosted blades of grass. 5. Even better, the expanding line of exposed grass in warm snow that ends at the foot of a child's creation.
Petal Me
"Take your time with the one you love while avoiding the sucking rush of the vacuumer of souls. For Death is the only one who waits at the end of that vicious pull." She said, "There you go again. Turning a romcom into a tragedy." I paused and said, "The only good thing to come out of constantly being disappointed is becoming good at assuaging the disappointment in others." She said, patting the cushion, "Come. Sit back down. Here. Next to me." I said, "The world is full of roles and a role is but a gesture in time." She said, "Some say love is like a rose. Leave your thorns in the kitchen. Petal me."
Blue Questions
Who decided to make the color brown brown and not the color of the blue jay? How many times must the blue door be opened before the cold air rushes in to visit? Where does dark blue of the winter sky begin before it falls into the horizon? Why was the blue dream I should have dreamed last night dreamed by another?